Hmmmm... Christmas is in a few days.  This is probably one of my favourite times of the year. It's an amazing feeling to be able to walk outside in the crisp air during a light snowfall, or curl up in front of the fire with a good book or a special someone. 

I've found myself in a very good mood the last few weeks. My manager has managed to get me a little more free time off than usual, and i've been spending most of that time preparing for the holidays with decorating and shopping.
I've also been spending a lot of time baking. 

Which reminds me, does anyone have any recipe idea's they would like to share?

 I want to wish a special someone a very Happy Birthday. 

I hope your 17th birthday is what you imagine and more. 

I have your present for you when you get back. 

 

I think I should see a doctor. Or a counsillor. Just someone to talk to, and maybe sort out why I'm not sleeping properly, if at all. 
Its probably work related. Work days are getting longer and longer, and I find myself with very little free time sometimes. I know Its because I'm worried about him... Why won't he just tell me what's wrong? I just want him to be happy...

I should probably find someone to talk to. I feel like a burden talking to my friends about this. They have their own problems and lives to deal with. Hopefully just talking to someone will help sort everything out. I would prefer to stay away from medication, but if its necessary.

Can anybody reccomend a good counsillor to go to?  

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 Another year has gone by. 

I feel like I've changed, even just a little bit. Hopefully for the better. 

I feel like I've become more open, at least to those close to me. Thank you to everyone who has been there for me, or even just said a simple hello. You all hold a special place in my heart.

Private to Gakuto

Thank you for making today that much more special. It means the world to me. 

I think I love you.

Private to Zaizen

Thanks for the birthday wishes. I will run the idea by him okay? 

And i'm not that pervy you know. *grin*


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Fans

Sometimes the nicest feeling, is curling up with a good book and cup of hot chocolate in front of the window. Especially on a rainy day . 

It kind of makes me wish I had someone to share it with. 

I always find the sound and smell of the rain so relaxing. There's something almost magical about it. No matter how I'm feeling, it always seems to relax me.


Private to Gakuto

Have you found a free day yet? Work is starting to pick up with the new season so I need to book the time off soon if I'm to be sure to have it off. 

And I might be having another modeling job soon. I'll be sure to request you if I get the chance.

Fans

I don't know why I let my sister make things like this for me.

My manager suggested I get a journal, so of course I let my sister choose the name for me. However, she could have picked something a little more tasteful for the name. I guess I can't be too mad at her though. 


I've been spending what little free time I've had recently outside of work catching up on a few of my favourite books. I have little time for much else with the new season picking up.


On a more personal note, I had an unexpected but rather pleasant talk with someone in my favourite coffee shop recently. I hope they stop by again sometime. Its nice to have company every once and a while. 


Friends Only

Work has been constantly more annoying the last few days. I wish my coworker would get the hint. I'm just not interested in her. I do wish she would also stop stalling during the filming. We've been getting off work later and later every day this week because of her tantrums. 

At least I have my books.